Saturday we had our first snow of the season.
I love snow.
Especially the first snow.
This year, I missed it because I was too exhausted to move from the couch.
And then, last night was one of my favorite nights ever, Halloween.
The night that we suit up in our costumes and venture through the streets of our tiny town collecting candy and visiting friends.
Again, I missed it.
So today, I am feeling down.
I have tried throughout my treatment to stay positive, but sometimes it is not easy and today is one of those days. I'm angry. I don't like to be angry, but today I am. I want to get up and play with my kids, take a walk, or cook dinner. I hate feeling useless. I hate the things that this cancer is making me miss.